Thursday, December 6, 2007

My Junior Field Experience...with a lot of time to reflect.

I am a Theatre Education major. Will be certified to teach theatre K-12. I had my Junior Field during summer session 1 so to put it into perspective, it was the end of the year for these high school students. I was placed at the Middlesex County Vo-Tech in East Brunswick. They have a School for the Performing Arts which includes Theatre and Dance. The students spend half of the day only doing Theatre, and half of the day doing their required classes, such as English, Math, and History. I had the Sophomores and Juniors in the morning until 12, took a lunch break, then had the Freshman and Seniors in the afternoon till 2:30pm.
This program sets a higher standard for theatre students as opposed to a regular theatre class in a normal high school. These students breath, sleep, and eat theatre. I was a ore-k teacher for 6 years and absolutely loved it. But, since theatre is my passion, and I also define myself as an educator, I figured what could be better then to join the two. I've had many months to think about my experience; there are many pros and cons. I'll start by listing and explaining the cons first.

*My confidence level teaching theatre is not high at all. Teaching theatre and actually doing theatre are two completely different things. I still feel like I am learning so much new information, that even I haven't had the ability to let it sink in for myself. My students were used to learning on a college level from their teacher, and here I come in with only a fraction of the information that my cooperating teacher had. I was scared and unsure of myself. Nervous every time I taught the class. Although I had already taught for many years, I felt like a foreigner in a new land.

*I feel it is extremely important for any of our advisers to make an appropriate selection when it comes to our placement. The school as well as the cooperating teacher make a big difference. Although my cooperating teacher and I got along, she was the type of person that needed to be in control at all times. I don't think she allowed me to explore enough, and although she gave me great advice on theatre itself, I didn't get the help I needed to teach theatre.

*What a big difference age makes! Going from teaching 3, 4, and 5 year olds to teaching 14-18 year olds was the shock of a lifetime. I felt like I had to change my tone of voice and my attitude. It was equally bizarre for me because I have friends that just graduated from high school. It was difficult putting myself in the role of a teacher, when I feel like I am not that much older than them.

*When I started teaching the lessons, I felt guilty because I actually started to feel jealous of my students. I wanted to be involved in the lessons I was teaching, not be the one to teach them. When I taught the little ones, I felt like I was acting with them at all times. I did not get that feeling with my HS students. Maybe I'm selfish. I want to be the actress at all times. So if that is the case, then the answer would definitely be to have my Senior Field placement with much younger students.


I had let all this fester right up until the end of October. I had expressed my feelings to my friends, but never to my advisor. I probably should have. All these factors that I have bulleted led to my fear of next semester's Senior Field and an odd loathing for teaching. I decided I didn't want to be a BA in Theatre Ed anymore. Even with just a semester left until graduation, I decided I was going to switch to BFA in Theatre. This would have added an extra semester onto an already epic college career. I filled my mother in on the news, and as expected, she was angry. I was, however, afraid to talk to my advisor because I didn't want to disappoint her. I had half of the people in my life that I respect cheering me on, and the other half telling me just to stick with what I had. I flip-flopped back and forth for about a week and a half. I was terribly confused on what I should do. The last Monday of October, I had arranged to do an hour workshop on Shakespeare's Othello with a class of developmentally/emotionally challenged high school students in the Middlesex County area, who also happened to be seeing the Kean University's production (I was in it, and played Desdemona). I had already set in my head that I was switching to BFA. Something strange happened. I felt no stress about being watched or graded, I knew they knew a lot less than me. I went in there with the mindset that I was just going to have fun with these kids and leave them with something they didn't have before. Wow! What a success it was. The students loved it, I loved it, the teacher loved it. This is when I realized that I had to finally grow up, throw fear out the window, and do what I had to do. Finish something. It would be the smartest decision to graduate with a certification in Theatre. I will have a one up on a majority of the actors that are out in the business working as waiters.

There are many avenues of education for an actor. Theatre companies travel to schools to do in-school workshops, children and adults attend classes at the theater itself. I don't necessarily have to teach in a public school. And, this notion made me feel better about the whole situation.


So here I am, a BA in Theatre Education...ready and waiting for what's to come next.

Friday, July 13, 2007

My Junior Fields Experience

My junior fields experience was very unexpected. I was placed in a 6th and 8th grade math classroom. My major focus was with the 6th graders. There was an accelerated class and a regular class. My first day was very overwhelming for me. As I saw all these students before me, almost all of them my height, I started having my doubts. I became really nervous and had my second thoughts on whether teaching is the right career for me. As the days passed, I became more comfortable with the students, as well as my cooperating teacher. For two straight days, I had a substitute teacher, which at the time I didn’t like too much. However, I soon realized that it was great chance for me to get to know my students better and be more comfortable with them. The three weeks flew by and at the end of my junior fields. I got so attached to all my students. No only did they see me as a teacher, but as a friend. Even for those two lessons that I taught them on tessellations and cross sections, I feel like I made an impact. One of my students became obsessed with tessellations and every time he had free time, he would make one. That really touched me and made me feel good about myself. At the end of my junior fields, I came to the conclusion that teaching was the right choice on my career in life. I’m really looking forward to my internship. Here are some pictures of my 6th graders.



















10 year olds learning English

This is a great video clip on how 10 year olds learn English. Their teacher allowed them to make their own “buildings” out of boxes. Then, the buildings were placed in random places and they had to describe of the buildings were in front, behind, next to, etc. This is a great activity for ESL students. It has a lot of hands on work, especially when the kids make their own props. Not only are they learned where the buildings are placed, but they also learn names of important building such as a school, post office, bank, movie theater, etc.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMIz6ARrg2c

Linda Furiya's Video

Here is a short video of Linda Furiya. She is reading a book that she wrote on her upbringings as a child and her experience of living in a household with a non-American parent who didn’t know how to speak English well. She reads a part of her book about having dinner one night with her family and how her mom got upset at her for making fun of her accent. Linda realized how bad she hurt her mom and related it to when she was teased in school. This is something that probably happens daily in households. As teachers, we have to be sensitive of situations like this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ov_gD4q6Or0

Monday, June 25, 2007

ELL Outlook Newsletter

A site that I forgot to include is http://www.coursecrafters.com/ELL-Outlook/index.html. Course Crafters is a website that offers educational materials for teaching ELLs, and they publish a bi-monthly newsletter called ELL Outlook that has great articles on research, news, and interviews related to teaching ELLs across the country. The articles help keep educators informed of the most current information available.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

More ESL Websites

Here are some more of the sites that I was given to explore for ESL or literacy instruction that I didn't already find on this blog. If there are repeats, I'm sorry. Some of the sites are for software or curriculum for teachers, others are tools for for parents and students. Some are better than others, but all are worth a brief look.

Literacy Connections to promote literacy and love of reading (has an ESL section) - http://literacyconnections.com/
Pearson's software for teaching ELLs - http://www.pearsondigital.com/ellis/
Center for Applied Linguistics - http://www.cal.org/
International Reading Association brochures for parents in English and Spanish - http://www.reading.org/resources/tools/parent.html
A fun ESL learning site for students - http://www.manythings.org/
20 Graphic Organizers - http://longman.com/ae/shiningstar/
Crosscultural Developmental Education Services - http://crosscultured.com/
Southwest Educational Development Laboratory - http://www.sedl.org/
WIDA Consortium English learner assessments - http://www.wida.us/
Carnegie Corporation Literacy site - http://www.carnegie.org/literacy/
A Carnegie download, Double the Work, which is about "Challenges and Solutions to Acquiring Language and Academic Literacy for Adolescent English Language Learners." http://www.carnegie.org/literacy/pdf/DoubletheWork.pdf

An Idea to Raise Self-Esteem

Here is an idea from the school where I did my field experience. It greatly boosted the self-esteem of a French speaking fifth grader from the Caribbean who has been in New Jersey for several years. Every morning the principal would have a different student say the Pledge of Allegiance and the school pledge, which is an upbeat affirmation about achieving excellence. One morning the principal had the fifth-grader say the school pledge in English and then repeat it in her native French. Everyone was impressed. The principal complimented her over the loudspeaker, and when we saw her in class and praised her, she was very happy to get the positive reinforcement. The other students showed her great respect. Moments like this can be small gestures that mean a lot to an ELL.